Let me smile, let me paint a picture of happiness just for you
I feel vile, but to bring you down with my sighs and frowns just won't do.

I owe you more, why i don't know but you seem to think so
so what, can you even imagine having my lot.

Because you wouldn't want a second inside my head
I'd give you five minutes and you'd wish you were dead.

I can't take it, remorseless misfortune and endless shit
I want it to be over, now not later,